He is swimming in his newly expressed emotions.
I should
make an exception to all your missed attempts, endless stories and loveless
lines. I should revisit this situation again?
But yet as I stood seated across from you and allowed my
ears to open up to your love stoned words I'm assuming was supposed to excite
me and allow me the closure needed to give you the answer you so desperately wanted to hear. An instant response in favor of acceptance of you presently and
to forget everything you showed me prior to now…
Listening to everything you put before me and turning over that new stone I guess I allowed myself to
accept you for the moment that we presently was in and sail away, sail
away…but yet you received the green light from me and have gone back
into the shallow depths of inconsistency.
I tell you these emotional moments can crumble
some, cripple most and literally bring to mind the "Fuck this I’m dating my damn
self-moments", but yet I remain optimistic to an undeniable experience, a
moment in time where I don’t have to question someone's move. A
moment where you speak your truth into fruition and you are inclusive of your partner in
the involvement of your daily interactions. I just want to feel included within
your life. As light as that sentence appears to be it holds a lot of weight in
the realm of the dating and relationships I have experienced.
So if this is a blast from the past, should I pay you any
mind or any attention or should I dive right into the idea of experiencing a
relationship in unison and mutually exploring a shared life together?
Daring to dream or dishonoring a dream?
At this moment I can’t determine, and I am not entirely sure
if I want this go any further then where it’s at.
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