I want to ask a few questions about us, but I dare not
inquire. I want to open my eyes up towards you and tell you all my truths, but
I will never press forward because we no longer matter. Who would have thought
that my love for you has been silenced and put away? Who would have thought
that I would no longer share in the triumph and adventures that we had once
had when the nights get lonely and I want to cling to you rather than my
pillow I always think back to the day when we just couldn’t keep away from
another?
Our interactions today are muted, I don’t even know who you
are anymore. Our bodies have been disconnected and my mind is long gone from
loving you. I physically miss you and I was wondering when I would be able to
let you go entirely. My thoughts on moving forward with others continue to
center solely on physical interactions, drizzled with a little romantic dots
here and there. I’m not asking for much, but then again I’m expecting the
world. So I am currently in space whereas I have left, but there are times
when I want t to revisit and stay…but I know I can’t and don’t so I let it be.
So I am channeling my most inner will power to continue to
remain optimistic and open to the world of like, loving and enjoyment. I have
decided to venture out and put my interest levels out into the universe and
gather each experience with grace, curiosity, and guidance.
My memory of you occurred this morning at the earliest of
the day. I missed you and the scent of you enveloped my entire essence. It was
then that I realized that it was never you.
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