I started back reading romance books from like the early 90's and 2000's. I wanted to have a little peace of romantic mind, because I truly miss the days of a masculine man who simply wanted to please a woman thoroughly.
A man who remembers how to engage a woman in a conversation, that connects with her mind and centers himself directly on her sacral soul. I absolutely love the fact that a connection can be made and cultivated. A connection that can be grown and centered on the build. The build is the best, the increased sensation of passion fatigue and immense mental pleasure circulating throughout your body, mind and soul. That is the trifecta I miss!
I miss the most intimate moments of a fingertip touch, a lip locked kiss and a gentle embrace that leads to a rested and nestled in hug. The scent of a man after getting off from work to then come home and shower and settle back into his home. That clean cut scent of a man. I am literally sniffing in the air like a woman in passion or "heat". The carefree masculinity that there is no need to call it into attention, but the need to simply appreciate a man in his whole, in the midst of the moment and furthermore a man who is aware of his Prescence.
I appreciated the man that used to remember the notes of my body, a gift to the "meet up" destinations throughout our numerous getaways. It was never the Tanqueray that had me swaying, it was the conversation before the embrace, the nestled kisses and the guided placement of my body seeking our destined connection as bodily one. I loved the fact that we was on a journey together, that we literally moved to the notes our bodies would make. Sometimes it was rhythmic and other times it was simply a rapid rush to express the emotions that we were holding onto.
Calgon...Calgon...Take me away and back to the day of the masculine, sensual man. The myth and legend for sure, but never lost on in my day dreams.
So I write this message as I pay homage to the memory of the masculine man, who is not a myth or a legend, he actually exists. He is infused with sensual mysticism which encourages the connection of mind, body and soul. His needs range from carnal desires to simplistic peace and affection. He loves to linger on every word, as his eyes make the necessary connection to each spot on your body that is yearning for his attention and time.