I wouldn't necessarily say I was looking for a "new new" or an experience that would wipe the years of intentional moments from my mind, but just a moment in this time that would take my breath away. I am not looking to discuss likes or dislikes and interests in the now; I am looking to conjure a mood and moment in time of desire and pure passion.
Is it desire that burns in the center of my mind when I think about the possibility of me and you. Or is it the idea of an intense passionate moment that would burn through my mind and memory and obliterate all the things the interludes that were in passing and the past. Can it simply be the need to exist with you presently present and in
the now, closing the blinds of our designated location creating a misadventure that would be worth the stakes.
Am I too much? Have I asked for more than you could offer and handle? Is this fictional fantasy or could you narrate the best moment and time in our life?
Shared or shattered- Is the risk better than the temporary moment of bliss or call it insanity.
It's what Summer brings into the mix...my mind is sauntering into the mix of so many moments and attempting to not judge each and everyone of them, but selecting what is best fitting for me, because my outcome matters. I am thinking singularity, yet when I incorporate you into the mix I do have to create an emotional connection even as temporary as it will be.
And that is ok...I make no promises, choices and connections beyond the experiences before me.
So July turns into August...SO BE IT
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