Renewed Energy in this time with no Space!

You are teaching me more about who you are as a father, a brother and a son. You are guiding me into your world slowly but surely, but within each step you stop and look back as if checking to see if I am still following you. Love has definitely hurt you and caused many emotions for you, emotions that have stung you and imprinted the pain of disappointment and doubt deeply into your psyche, but yet you have maintained a sense of self and balance. You never gave up on love and most importantly you continue to demonstrate your ability to love in your daily. Love leads you and has guided you to be exactly where you need to be. There will never be a doubt in your grand scheme of intimacy, life journeying and venturing out that you are destined for a love beyond your control. You flow so freely and effortlessly that it attracts many, but it has garnered the attention of my heart.

Captivated in your embrace, lost in your soul kisses and taking the time to dig a little deeper with you has encouraged me to absolutely let everything and everyone go. I have had experiences that have lingered on to the point of distaste. When the light lessens and interest levels continue to plummet there is no reason to keep up the act anymore, a curtain call for sure. So as your light and love continues to expand the joy in my world, so are my eyes centered on the energy that comes directly from you and enters into my daily stream of life. I am so grateful for the ability to openly and actively experience love in all forms of interactions with partners who are worthy of an unconditioned love.


As we journey towards the center of our own enlightened love I must tell you my fears with taking on room for another love has never lessened with you, nor has the anxiety of a failed partnership or a joint experience that will amount to absolutely nothing as it slowly grows and fades all the way into the back  has held me back from you.

I am embracing these feelings and emotions and enjoy every experience and aspect of you and me, yours and mine, us and we and togetherness. As close as we have become and deepened all levels of sensation and emotion to it's highest peak I simply want to thank you. For your ability to simply exist in a loveless world.

This time is different…

At this point in life my goal is to never deny myself a rightful love experience. To never forsake my sanity and happiness at the expense of a “what could be”; to allow myself the space and time to go through the throes of life and still invest in me. I have partnered with others who weren’t entirely anything I needed or wanted in life, but still I gave them a chance to show me what exactly this love thing was made of, and well them showing me what possibly could have been was enough for me to kindly exit the relationships and no longer want to experience them with an open heart.

However, life has afforded me many opportunities in life and when dating and relating and I’ve been extremely grateful to say that my love continues to grow and that it’s coming down to I’d say a finale of sorts because now I am centered and my relationship goals are looking entirely different now, and I’m okay with this and the continuation for more.

 Enjoy soul connections. I enjoy the moments of gentle ease and comfort. I enjoy sharing our lives together through joint experiences; and most importantly I simply enjoy the love that has built within me over the missed experiences and disappointment. I can honestly say that it has given me the ability to review missed relationships and moments in the “love come down” castings in life that has given me this moment right now.

#Saythankyou