To Love: No saturations and settlements to be received or given!

Love is being faced head on within my daily existence and it’s not limited to a lover. Love is waking in the morning and breathing in the breath of fresh air, or extending myself in a yoga pose so deeply I smile with concentration and mastery. Love is sleeping and being nestled deeply within my blankets and knowing that everything is going to be ok. Love knows that there is no pressing moment than this ticking time before me.

As an adult, love has blinded me several times and has passed me by several more times. Lust and desire can play a tricky part within our lives, but getting down to the facts of loving and caring for someone requires a commitment on our part to face each emotion head on and differently with our lover.

When a man loves a woman he loves everything about her, even the little things that gnaw on his nerves from time to time, he still loves her. He remains consistent when communicating with her, and by all means I mean all forms of communication.

Of course in this day and age with high social media demands and the infamous mix up of sexting text surrounding contacting your true love, there will always be a constant connection. The love that is openly given conquers any questioning soul. His embrace will warm you and his curling into your side listlessly sliding his hands up and down your body, bringing rest and relaxation and a deep sated comfort to your soul. That connective force wont be questioned by anything or anyone. Pure bliss!

When a woman loves a man she digs deeply within and showers him with a glowing love that causes him to shield his eyes from her glowing love as she glides towards him. The more she loves him the closer he gets to her hearts center and world. She shares everything with him and even compliments his happiness and down falls. She is with him through out it all, knowing that within patience and consistency their love dually remains. She truly sees him and within her eyes he is all she needs.

When there is a feeling of genuine respect and mutual awareness such an emotion cannot even be staged or developed to become something it was never meant to be. Love is to be experienced and expressed and hold each and every heart to attention. Love matters more when it’s easily given and received. There is no amount of love in this world that would equal the sensation and experience of a bonding true love.

So why do we settle for a saturated love? …

Message in a Bottle: The moment the cork comes out!

Here I am

Having made the most important decision in my world…the moment I decided to give a situation my undivided attention and my best intention on being present and giving of my time.

With each moment I questioned my experience with him due to my many self-evaluations of everything happening with and within me, that I detached myself further from the moment and cast my own shadow deep within fear. I found doubt and troubles within self where there was none. I questioned my own existence and thought plans, but when I reacted to others I was someone not to be contested with.

So here I am with a want that is garnering on a distinct need to know exactly where that pebble resides at now. The same pebble that everyone throws into a lake when breaking a thought, making a wish or simply passing time. I am throwing my pebble into the water and in hopes that the rippled waves will whisper that hidden gem of unanswerable questions.

So I make the choice of giving my all and in knowing that I am giving my all I must in fact know that I might not receive someone’s reciprocated love and affections; or perhaps even be acknowledged for openly giving without any expectations, but is this to cast aside my feelings and possibly leap so far ahead that my visual field is forever blocked?

Hmmm

With giving my love, my intention is to show him where I stand, and with my stance I am noting that I am not moving my positive nature and well-received wishes and actions for just someone, but it is to be gifted to everyone. I remain graced and blessed in knowing that a gift of love and kindness and the sharing of this deeply human emotion is the envy of all worlds.

So in possession of this love, I am deeming my experience deeper with him. I am diving forward and not allowing a splash of mixed emotions and anxiety-ridden feelings to get the best of me. I am allowing my soul to speak a language of love that was long forgotten, a language so intimately inclined and distinct that our moments together will never resemble the same.

I am up for the emotional and mental challenge.

In my growing love for him, it benefits me with loving each and everyone else especially loving myself more. I have garnered this deeply ingrained spirit of virtuous purity that the beauty of this unchained emotion was gathered ever so deeply, and within it’s depth I held him close and erased everything that crossed him, and denied me and declined us both.

Love The Higher Love.