Showing posts from January, 2013

Impulsive...but Centered on the BIGGER picture.


Finding the illusive reasoning behind it all...

Time and space and no thought in between pushed me into a phase of my life that I pretty much centered on absolute nothingness. Within the nothingness I convinced myself on experiencing the physicalities, delicacies and intimacy of a shared human bond and connection. No reslove, no guarantees and no expectations became my mission statement. I envied truth and denied life.

In growth and acceptance:

So I have come to the conclusion on this illusive situation and learning how to find that illusive self and verify ME. It's not an easy task, but it's no longer a visual impairment or something that I can continue to underline as to why I am experiencing these life occurrences. No longer in denial and openly validating each and every moment and experience and passing time, I have found the reasoning...

The calm after the storm:

Life has been a passionate extreme from one passing rainstorm to another thunderous tornado to lastly a hurricane which revealed a tsunami rythmic wave of ch…

Look no further

The best love is characterized as self love. Did you know that? who best and better to experience, please, make amends to ensure the overall quality of an experience and satisifactory experience than you?
Reading this sentence over and over to myself, my reality began to settle in. What I looked for in others I never valued or appreciated in myself.

Not awaiting the start of the New Year 2013 to begin the work that is placed before me. Positive reflections are to be captured and taken care of.

The reflection of "Self"
These four words have been my totem for the week, which will lead into my month. New avenues and directions and thoughts on what it means to look outside, when what's on the inside isn't reflecting what you are searching for. If I want what I am not, then I have no satisfactory needs, but if I want what I currently am to compliment me, then I will need to exude all of the above.

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