Within my battle I saw the Olive Branch: I do-

The bravery in love comes from it's deepest and darkened corner of life. What I am seeing within myself is a love that has no bounds, a love that is desired for and sought after it's most weakened state. The mind is in a state of suspended love when it's conflicted, and within it's animation its absolute resolve permeates in my soul.
Past patterns of dealing with discomfort within love was a simple testament as to how to go about the newly formed pang of the heart. However, my former lessons to heal didn't necessarily work for me. I was neither eager to seek the affection and attention of another lusting soul, nor was I entirely enticed to throw myself entirely into the game of love!
My healing came from expanding my mind and restoring my balance in a meditative state and through the movement and motion of yoga poses. Within my deepest stretch I realized my love was like no other for him. My love was simply in a bind that needed to unravel naturally, and with each one of us pulling the intertwined cords slowly but surely into a eased state. So we meet again...
Through the stages of apology and recounting the steps to a lovers imperfections I have come across the waxing and wane of a developing relationship in the stages of love.
It's never been easy to realize the work one must do daily when encountering the breakthrough of a rediscovered love with another, but knowing that it all has placement within my life's theme, and that this love is one for the books leads me not to stray.

Of all the times of having turned my back on relationships from the overall fear of being hurt first, I assumed my initial reaction would be so, and I did clam up immediately and want to absolutely dissolve anything that reminded me of the former love, but at this point I no longer want to dissolve a broken compromise in it's entirety. I simply allow it to well up to it's highest peak and slowly seep into a comforted state whereas clearer minds prevail. There is always a lesson in times of strife and discomfort, and well I am absolutely learning. Not to linger on hurt and harsh feelings, and to allow many forms of communication to become key and represent the state of my conversation.
I said thank you to the universe for the lessons, and I have arrived at the point of reminder that there is so much in life to be lived rather than to linger on the stings of love, and when I release the pangs of discomfort I too release the hold it has held over me.

I can not predict the future of this separation, but I can honestly say the love has neither left, nor has the emotional connective tie, but what has been granted to me is the ability to allow myself to have no regrets and to heal openly and honestly because love comes in so many waves and I am an open honest heart who loves deeply, and so I never fear the hearts war!