Thoughts are to be expressed and carried out. Picture your thoughts as a dream catcher of sorts. Writing out what I think and am feeling at the time assists me with resolving an issue, or enabling myself to experience and express my thoughts in relation to what is going on in my life.
Have you ever been happy for someone while secretly wishing his
or her demise? I recently had the pleasure of seeing someone capture their love
and love interest publically, without even a reply or response towards me
telling me that this in fact was their journey they were embarking on and
although it would severe our flirt-ship, our feelings of mutual interest would
simmer and a budding but distant friendship would begin. I didn’t get this
memo; in fact I didn’t even get a chance to allow my eyes to swallow the image
that was before me. Feelings of rejection and a distinct taste of a lover’s
jealousy started to creep in my mind, and so I deleted your number and any
trace evidence of a connection between us. Endless conversations, meditative
support services and attempts at coffee and chit chat have forever been
dissolved. I guess your inaction and non-responses spoke volumes to me, and I
guess also I received your answer in so many ways.
Can I be mad about your update…should I eve…