The Passionate Exchange: SelfLess Love

There is beauty within claiming your wildest life passion. There is also beauty in reclaiming the love you feel during spontaneous moments, it’s worth claiming! When you are literally drunk on the passion of natural affinity towards your lover it's an assortment of a dreamy hue of vast colors that all form a distinct blend of your connective bond. A bond that can be seen only by you, because of this artistic imprint everything that you experience is unique only to you. The feeling that the passion and love that is created no longer awaits that idolized one, but can be experienced within each newly assigned embrace.

I am in no need of local anesthetics...

There was a time when I was literally drawn to the notion that there will be one defining passionate experience that will literally move you, and you would simply know that you are destined to be with that person who struck that chord within you...but what I am finding out now is that each person that has represented a significant piece within my world has played a position of passion, power, romance and has allowed me to deepen my love experience and develop my beating heart.  

I can no longer be in a sustainable sadness in regards to missed out on love adventures, or non-reciprocated attention and affections, but my at once idolized lover. It’s neither magic nor kismet that can sustain you; you give yourself the ability to remain afloat and destined to experience love and its many avenues and pursuits however it may come across to you in life. I can only allow myself the designated grievance time to separate myself from a temporary moment that occurred within my life, and to acknowledge my emotional being in not disappointment, but in honor. I was brave enough to openly love. Brave enough to allow myself to blossom before my lover’s eyes and wave my passionate flag of desire in uncharted waters.

I can extend the Olive Branch in ease…

It has taken me time to figure out that romantic interludes occur, and they can become routine and even expected (season and time frame wise), however, as readily as they entered my life and shared my world they have easily transitioned outside of my life and not entirely left my world, but no longer was a prominent figure within my experience, so they have filtered literally into a quiet abyss… and that’s ok, I am acceptant of it.  

As I ushered in my 34th birthday, I also ushered in the reality of an unexpected pleasure. To be captivated and enthralled by someone who literally has swept me off my feet, allowed me to feel the comfort, ease and also the building of a shared interest, an open and undeniable love and a bond that seems to not be easily broken. Yes, we have a lovers quo and we have a sense of self and can identify our shared interest and feelings, however, I am have given myself permission to delve deeper in the waters and spring forward in a way that not only allows me personal comfort and ease, but it allows me the ability to experience the relationship at its highest peaks and transition right along without getting myself too wrapped up into emotions that ebb and flow.

I saw Sparks…